When Emus get bored...

Spell your first name backwards: ytizmal
The story behind your msn name: the first one was named after patterns on my socks. The current one has no story - 'tis plain old lamzity's plain old real name.
Where do you live?: House 44
3 words that sum you up:
{DESCRIBE YOUR}-
wallet: RED, with too little space for my too many cards
hairbrush: It's pink.
jewellery you wear daily: nothing
pillow cover: It changes, i don't know what's on right now.
shoes: 600 taka worth of sandals from Bangladesh - yup that's what I've been wearing for 2 years!
CD in stereo right now: Nazeel's Dunyia
what you are wearing now: Black and white kamiz and jeans
hair: out; it's black, with lots of splits.
what's In your mouth: nothin'! Why do I always get suspected??
what's in your head: Emu's craziness
Some of your favorite movies: I have loads.
Something you're looking forward to: Something that might or might not happen sometime soon.
The last thing you ate?: Bhat
Something that you are deathly afraid of?: Cockroaches
Do you like candles: Yes.
Do you believe in a thing called love: Yes.
Do you believe in soul mates: Um... I guess?
Do u belive in love at first sight?: Nope.
Do you believe in forgiveness?: Yes, but it seems too hard to put into practise.
Any animal you could have for a pet would be?: A trained kitten that would stay a trained kitten forever!
What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?: The mansion we used to live in in BD (:'() and... um..
What are some of your favourite pig-out foods?: Cho-co-la-te
What's something you wish you could understand better?: Myself.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: My cousins in BD
In the last 24 hours have you?...
Cried: Yes. a lot.
Gotten sick: Um.. nope.
Sang: In the privacy of my room and the bathroom.
Eaten: haha.. I eat every hour.
Felt stupid: Ooh yes. I feel stupid every hour too.
Hugged someone: Mummy
Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Not really.
Met someone new: Yes! I only met her about twenty minutes ago!
Talked to someone you have a crush on: Hahaha... (@ Emu's answer)
Fought with your parents: yeah... I seem to do that a lot lately.
been centre of attention or the wallflower: Yes, last night at dinner.
Do you like being around people?: Depends on the people.
Who do you argue the most with?: Whoever wants to pick a fight!
Who do you always get along with?: My janu aka 'puni aka apuni
Who has the coolest siblings?: Moi
Who is the smartest?: Definitely not the person who made this quiz
Who is your Hero?: hiru? what is hiru? fatima can't think of any hiru now, her brother's life is at stake! :P :P
Who has a crush on Samantha?: No one that I know of.

Realisation

My realisation always dawns upon me with amateur poetic words.

"I've been through it before, yet it feels somewhat new,
Though I keep wanting more, I know my days are few.
The promises I made are broken without cause;
My future tarries laid - I'm stepping into loss."


:D... 'tis a great work of art, don't you think?