Clarity

TA can use her words so incredibly well. We only ever talk over whatsapp - in our years of friendship, I can only remember having coffee with her a couple of times. The most amount of face to face time we had was probably during our wedding. Yet, she can somehow tell when I am a little bit under the weather.

Here's a little draft of something else I wrote in light of my convo with TA today:

The world inside my head is blurry.

It used to be clear

Before you walked in.

I had my pen, lined paper

and thoughts.

I had my eyes, two feet

and a cup of coffee.

I formed words easily - 

I could hear them talk

without listening to them.

I could smile with bright eyes

without letting them peak inside.

You ripped me apart,

blurred my vision,

took the words, and,

Began reigning inside my head.