Saturday, February 05, 2011

Into the Ocean - Blue October




I heard this song last night, and I've been listening to it for a while. There is a certain amazing factor to it, I think its the eerie feeling. The feeling that you have jumped off, and there is no way of jumping back again. That suffocated feeling.


I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard 
My ship would leave the country 
But I'd rather swim ashore 

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again 
Wish I was much more masculine 
Maybe then I could learn to swim 
Like 'fourteen miles away' 

Now floating up and down 
I spin, colliding into sound 
Like whales beneath me diving down 
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
 
The lighthouse beam has just run out 
I'm cold as cold as cold can be 
Be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down
Let the rain come down


Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)


Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me

How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down

Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down
Let the rain come down


Now waking to the sun 
I calculate what I had done 

Like jumping from the bow, yeah 
Just to prove that I knew how, yeah 
It's midnight's late reminder of 
The loss of her, the one I love 
My will to quickly end it all 
So thought no end my need to fall 

Into the ocean, end it all 
Into the ocean, end it all 
Into the ocean, end it all 
Into the ocean, end it all 

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 

I want to swim away but don't know how 
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean 
Let the waves up take me down 
Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah 
Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down 
Let the rain come down 


Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
(In to space) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye) 
I thought of just your face

3 comments:

  1. hmmm.... its a depressing song.
    but i don't like depression. do u listen depressing songs often? i don't.

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  2. no i don't listen to it often.. only when i'm not feeling very well.

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  3. so, most of the time you feel VERY WELL!!!
    hmm.... thats good :)

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