din ashe din jai

Life has lost its interest in me... or maybe its me losing interest in life... *confused*... oh well. im spending my time floating in french quizes, maths tests and science pracs. oh and bhayun promised to buy me new shoes.. but thanx anyway tahseen apu, u dont hav to waste ur job money behind them. lol.
so yeah.. thats my days.. o and i was wondering why doesnt ppl comment on my blogs that much?? prolly cuz its boring.. cuz its life... get it? life.. boring.. my blog..? hehehe
its also prolly me going lamer cuz i started laughing at every lame jokes and not laughing at jokes that are supposed to be really funny.
i kno.. i really need to get a life.

Jutar Jatona 2

Someone stole my school shoes and bhayun's shoes from the porch.

pretty kichu...

Bitorko

i got a debate on the second day of school and WE R NOWHERE AROUND GETTING ANYWHERE aaaaaaaaaarrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *panick* *panick*
asking URGENTLY for help.

Topic: MONEY CAN BUY ANYTHING. (we're affrimative)

IF U HAV IDEAS PLEASE TELL ME! (im being desperately desparate here)

Bondhutto

I got this from a fwd. (I kno.. yes, i do read some fwds. NOTE THE SOME.) [this DOES NOT give u the licence to bug me about this forever]

Friend calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend calls your parents dad and mom.
Friend has never seen you cry.
Best friend has always had the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend never asks for anything to eat or drink.
Best friend opens the fridge and makes herself at home.
Friend asks you to write down your number.
Best friend asks you for their number.
Friend borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend has a closet full of your stuff.
Friend only knows a few things about you.
Best friend could write a biography on your life story.
Friend will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
Best friend will always go with you.

Friends Forever!
Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot..
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget..
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.

Jutar Jatona

I've seriously had some random experiences in my life. Probably they were passed down from ma, because apperently she experienced those too. One of those occured yesterday, timing perfectly, as I was having the time of my life. We had one of those family outings (if u can call our family a "family" without baba), this time we went to the city.
We were having perfect fun catching the train, rushing to change trains, having hot chips, having a verbal "decent" fight with the ticket checker, getting on the ferry, letting the cool breeze freeze our face, going to Luna Park, laughing at all those people shrieking and wishing we were in their place, rushing again to get on the ferry, walking all the way to IMAX, getting 4 tickets and waiting for 40 minutes for the movie and FINALLY watching it.
The real "experience" started when we were getting out. Disaster striked: my 2 inch heel shoe (which belonged to my mum for 14 years) had seperated itself from the sole, INCLUDING the heel. I was on the verge of crying when my mum (dear dear mum) told me she could fix it - with a board pin. So there i was, asking around for two board pins while dragging my disaster struck foot with me. NOBODY and I mean NOBODY had two freaken board pins!!
After struggling for half an hour, mum temporarily fixed my shoe with a hijab pin. 5 minutes gone and I am stuck with the disaster struck foot again. Even with my chocolate coloured face (as ridi apu calls it) I turned tomato red (even tomatoier than flynn apu) when all the people passing by were giving me funny looks.I managed to put up with all those flies in the windscreen (more like elephants inside the car) until my heel completely came off. Thats when I decided that I should pull the other heel out too and make both of them look like flat sandals.

BTW, dont worry all those who r worrying, i got some new sandals.

Aro Kobita

The Promised Day

I was told to hold back all my tears,
I was told to forget those hidden fears,
I was told to smile and mutely pray -
I was told to wait just one more day.

I was told I would hear the peaceful sea,
I was told I would feel the endless glee,
I was told I would see the golden ray -
I was told to wait just one more day.

I was told I’ll get a second chance,
I was told I’ll be free of this trance,
I was told I’ll finally get my say -
I was told to wait just one more day.

I was told to firmly hold the rope –
I was told to fill myself with hope.
I was told I’ll soon find my way -
I was told to wait just one more day.

That one more day never came...
I still look forward all the same...
I wait for life to fold in pain -
I wait to be told again.

Ganer Koli

This are just some snippets from songs I liked from time to time, whether I heard it once, or countless times.

"...Don't ever look behind at the work you've done,

For your work has just began..."

"...You have changed so much that I don't know,

If I can call you and tell you I care

And I would love to bring you down,

Plant your feet back on the ground

Throw my smoke down on the ground,

Turn my head and I heard the sound

Of the days so young and sweet

Always so much fun to meet

Now you think your so damn fine

You can rule the world no not mine, I don't think so..."

"...It seems like everyday

I make mistakes

I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one

You love to hate

But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up

Don't wanna hear it

Get out, get out, get out

Get out of my way

Step up, step up, step up

You'll never stop me

Nothing you say today

Is gonna bring me down..."

"...jokhon shomoy thomke darae

nirashar pakhi du hat barae

khuje niye mon nirjon kon

ki ar kore tokhon...

shopno, shopno, shopno... shopno dekhe mon..."

Chutir dingulo

DAY 6:
my holz so far...
day-1 (aka - last day of skool): I'll have a complete "makeover" of my time management these holz.
day1: um... i'll start my "makeover" frm monday.
day2: hey its sunday.. i should b relaxin!
day3: stomack full frm bbq.. need to rest.
day4: sayin goodbye to baba took a looot of energy.
day5: the best place to sleep - mum's bed.
today: mum went ballistic wen she stepped in my room, so i had no choice but to clean it.
DAY7: i got some more sponsors and donators for my ms readathon (yes. im finally getting some thing done.) BTW IMPORTANT NOTE: if anyone would like to donate or sponsor PLEASE DO!!! remember: $2 or more is tax deductable.
DAY8: spent/wasted the whole day outside.
DAY9: im feelin low today, dont ask me y.
DAY11: went shoppin with mum and sis.
DAY12: went to the city and had an embarrasin "experience" (as mum calls it)
DAY13: one of those stupid boring days.. i finished some of my maths stuff.. hey thats something!!
DAY14: i started practising my song for the comp and even mamoni was smiling (aka: half-laughing)
DAY15: i stuffed up the song.
DAY 16: is anyone even reading this entry??

Kobita

A Certain Mistake
My tears are dry,
My words are none
My memory holds
What was undone
My hope, my dreams,
My secret prayer
The silent voice,
The truthful dare
All were lies...
They deceived me
My sight was sealed -
I couldn't see.
But now I vow
I'll never make
In this life:
The same mistake.